Don't do it, you'll be depressed. I know I was.
I was certain that I wasn't even close to going first every 2nd time. So I counted it one day. Result: I went 2nd 16 out of 21 battles.
And that is how it is every day. 3/4, 2/3 when RNG have pitty on me. Maybe its cuz I don't use refills. Did that only twice.