Sad news and my condolences as well.

I can chime in what others mentioned regarding the break. From own experiences I know that in situations like this you need to be double strong and double focused - you have to deal with your own grief and at the same time you might want to be strong for your family and give them a shoulder to hold onto.

This is not an easy task and especially if you have moments for yourself everything sinks in even more and that is the hardest part.

But time is gently with us humans. All the bad memories fade and the good you keep. That is why absent family or friends live forever in our hearts and will be never forgotten.

Be strong!